Thinking back when U're 60....

When I look at the people around me in my office... seriously... i don't want to be like them. Majority or I can say ALL have the mind set taught by the Poor Dad (from book Rich Dad Poor Dad) ... Job dwellers... I cant visualise myself becoming a job dweller sticker to a JOB til I retire and look back and regret.

How did i pass my 40 years?

How did I spend my 76800 hrs of my life... Working for Those who can sit Mercedes, BMW ...stay in Semi D , condos.... Is it worth it?

How would I tell my grandchildren? Do I tell them how I work hard like a bull just to feed that old man sitting in that Mercedes? Or should I hope to tell them something different... like which country has the best coffee... which country has the nicest skies.... or even which place would it be best for naps in the afternoon...

I'm not those rich brats who can live my life full of money... but I'm those who would like to venture into other methods of earning money(legally!) rather than work for someone not even related to me.... so really hope I can fulfill my 3 tiny dreams of mine... and also achieve the goals Jack n I have set together with him.

3 tiny tiny dreams to fufill: 1) Open a nail spa
2) Tuition centre (if can for the under previlage with volunteers)
3) Nice cosy cafe where stressful job dwellers can unwind...


Goals:

~Jack n I would really love to stay in a condo.. no need to be luxurious but at least using our own effort we achieve it ourselves.


Working towards the goals! Hope to reach it in the next 5-10 yrs! Gambette!

Rollercoaster week

this whole week had been a depressed and low moody week. i was hopingly prepared on saturday to enjoy the weekend and following week ahead. i had not been back to my usual self since returning from vietnam. Still holiday mood =)

had my hair done up on saturday after work. rushed straight in after work at 12pm ... didnt eat even. finished my hair make over at 9 plus pm... no time for shopping =( . anyway i'm spotting a so call "green" hair now. colleagues call me algae aka keroro (coz i'm green!) well, it's actually not green, the colour will slowly fade to ash brown.... for goodness sake! anyway thought that the hair salon's pricing was sky high so might be sourcing out for other better lower cost salons.


received news that my real father's side grandma has pass away on sunday @ the age of 100 yrs. and seriously althought i felt a little sad, i felt nothing else. i felt so distanced from my real roots, my father's family. i have nver really talk to them for the past 20 yrs. i only know my cousins are at least 10 years older than me, and they are at least 1.9m, also they are highly educated and they have high posts in their area of work. i didn't know what they work as until i saw them at the wake of my grandmother. anyway... this 5 days should remind in my heart forever i guess. a series of roller coaster events happened both in my inner self and also to my dearest family. anyway don't wish to mention much about the event. kinda sick of relating the series of things that happened. Always remember... My dearest = My Family !

to end off... a pic of my old dog ... full name: Angel Chi Hua Hua (her chinese name's huahua HAHA!) well she's 12 years old.. but she stills is smaller than a cat. so pple always mistake her as a puppy. .. enjoy~

busy evenings...

finally it's weekends! time to tone down anxious stressed up nerves for the weekend~! been slpy this whole week. work has been pretty on the relaxed side with a couple of urgent cases as usual. heard it's norm for this period of the yr to be lower in sales as not much festive around the corner or events coming up.i think it's also somehow because of the economic crisis that many of our customers have reduced their order intake. although relax is a good thing but with low sales (although not really my prob) i feel that also pretty bad for the company. so i hope there's better sales -- hmm not more "peanuts" order but more repeated orders with bulk orders. it's easier to earn money like that.



this weekend 2 important things to attend to.



1)i'm going msia for hair cut , and i just heard they have swine flu over in msia....omg... think i gonna bring my mask over . cutey mask frm vn. hehe..

2) attending a pretty important function : summer conference. kinda excited to attend it as it'll be a positive and mind blowing hyper environment where it will definately make me think forward into my future. I know... working is a source of expenditure income but NOT a source for savings+expenditure income. So this function will definately give me a sharper and more positive goal in life , and lots of REAL friends where they really care about me rather than those fakeys I see 5 days a week in my workplace. looking forward to SUNDAY!

also another thing -- i'm glad hubby made super effort to be with me for these few days when he's on leave. these small efforts hv made my heart fill full with love. i ate my egg sandwiches made by hubby this morning with a sweet smile. the egg tasted so "sweet with love sauce" . tmr i'm going msia with him... so happy ~ another day to spend with my dearest!

enjoy ur weekend ~~

Didn't cook for more than 2 weeks.. thought i should prepare something for my hardworking hubby. so from friday i kept planning on what to cook, but saturday when i was in the supermarket... plans were all ruined,I couldn't find the any of the planned ingredients avaliable ! not much choice... so decided to cook my hubby's favourite food: TOFU! so just found a few other ingredients and came up with a new dish - STEAMED SEAFOOD TOFU. trying to watch his diet so cannot let him have too much oily or heaty food. he hates veg with "huge"stems.. got his the hairy gourd with egg n szechuan veg with tomato soup. really hope he enjoyed the meal yesterday night. hope it taste ok, coz it's my first time taking those dishes haha...

was looking through my pictures. realised that 5 yrs hv past since valerie was borned. everything have changed , be it thinking, lives, character... but still this little girl- my dear niece Valerie has not. She still manages to let me smile whenever I browse through her pictures. Miss her terribly, miss my home a lot but there's some factor pulling me away from them. there seems a difference between us now. our thinking seems different, our priorities different.it seems like no one bothers why i'm not back or why i'm backing off. ... i'm lost anyone can help??

怪心情

这几天心情怪怪的。。。有胆心也有害怕也有一种好像说不出的感觉。。 和hubby过了十年的"pat tor" 日子，是不是时后变成另一种生活呢？宝贝说让老天做绝定。可能是吧。我准备好了吗？我不知道，还是不敢面对。嗨。。就让老天做绝定吧！人生子有一次，所以我要好好对待每个人，好好的过生活。加油噢！